Tuesday, May 26, 2015
A Mother's Love
For the past 2 1/2 years, we have been forced to have strength that we didn't know was possible. BJ is still rock-solid. I haven't quite recovered from the blow of that news Friday. I've had fewer moments of resolve the past 5 days, and more crumbling underneath the weight of it all. Today has been the worse day. After last night's nausea, and him waking up feeling bad, I had one of those, 'cry til you throw up' mornings. I'm sure I'll find myself again, I just wish someone would tell me that it's all going to be ok.